So I just sent out two more grad school applications. This has cost me, i figure around 400 dollars so far. I should have just gotten a girlfriend it'd be cheaper. (Check out that photo. I can hear the comment about my being an asshole already...) Hey, you gotta have goals, I guess. Recently I've been listening to a lot of Rilo Kiley. A lot. My mind seems to work in very small packets of information lately, until you get me going. My students say I talk too fast. MMM pixies just came on the CD changer. I love my stereo. I need to live with people who let me have it out. Its only half set up and its sad.

Digression? Obviously I have no thread of thought what-so-ever. I'm very worried that I won't get money to go to grad school. Which will make me poor. I don't want to take out loans though i will. How did my life get so boring? Ah yes I recall I moved to Texas. And yes that is real. Its very hard not just fall into the trap of not caring here. Just quitting and picking up texas girls which isn't hard they basically beg for someone to notice them. Bah i think I'll just give up, dig a hole, take all my books, my phone, a space heater and a candle down there and write my masterpiece. Fuck this is so not entertaining for anyone to read. Sorry. here's those ten minutes back. Ha just kidding no here it is. Or maybe here? you get the point. Goodnight. I'm going to quit while I'm behind and haven't gotten stomped yet. (towards the bottom kids.)

I am worth $2,020,680.00 on HumanForSale.com
I have officially been validated.

So evidently Bill O'Rielly is a lair. Not that this is new information but It's nice to have it reassured every so often. By the way the stuff on the site about Sean Hannity is good too.
I'm at work listening to NPR which is doing its membership drive. I'm always conflicted because I'm not a member. But I personally think Bush should pay for it. Anyway they use guilt tactics to get you to donate. "you listen, but you don't pay it!" I imagine fire and brimstone and what not.
I'm really kind of upset by the state of the world. Perhas more on that later I have to teach now.

Man I really cannot spell worth a good goddamn. I recently found out that my best friend started his own blog. Damn I wish i'd have thought of that name. I know I could just ask him, but i wonder if he's still dating that chick. Anyway I played Basketball for the JBA. i really like playing and I played well today unlike last week when I was hung over. Right now i'm completetly out hyperlinking Philip.
But I digress. My ex girlfriend you know the one everyone has who keeps popping up in some way in your life every two or three or four months has requested to be my friend on friendster. I of course accepted, especially since I thought she was either here or here. C'est la vie I suppose. Back to grading and TV.

Condoleeza Rice. Is she supposed to represent Amerca's interests, or Bush's. She doesn't seem to have any idea that there is a difference which is riduculous. Also she loves the word "Demure."

I'm incredibily pissed about the "oil for food" "scandal" in the UN. if you don't know what I'm talking about then type the keyword into google and check out a variety of sites. Anyway the right wing has really latched onto this story, guess why? Why because it demonizes the UN. And the UN is evil because it didn't support the Iraqi invasion. Its vary existence must be undermined in order to destroy the threat its position plays juxtaposed with the Bush Administration's position. This one mishandling has conservatives everywhere calling into question the vary existence and effectiveness of the UN. Not only that but because it involves Iraq and Saddam Hussein cheating the program, it is used to imply that the Bush administration did the right thing. They blow out of proportion the effect this had on Saddam's Financial ability. They attempt to say it allowed him adequate resources to make all kinds of evil things (i.e. WMDs). The truth is he couldn't have and wouldn't have. First, Saddam did not have the billions necessary to develop weapons. Any influx or outflux of that kind of money would have easily been detected on a world scale if one wanted to find it out.(which they didn't because it didn't concern them until they could use it to their advantage (e.g. if someone wanted to discredit a UN program.)) Second, Saddam's first priority was always himself. If he was indeed a meglomaniac as many conservatives claim, (and he would have to have this quality in order to fit that very description) then he would have first focused all his resources on himself. As such, the money he gained he spent on his own pleasure which was not destroying people but power. The way he displayed his power in the 90s especially the late 90s was to "buy cool stuff."(just like you would) He no longer consolidated it(power) or demonstrated it through massive killings(though an easily maintained and realitively inexpensive system of disappearing people was most certainly in place). He showed it through building statues, palaces, gold plated toilets, etc. He spent massive amounts of money on these things. There would have been little left over to make reseach and develop big bombs and anthrax and whatnot. They might be cheap to make (some of them) but they aren't cheap to develop.
What is really going on here? The truth is one programs flaws do not discount and entire UN. Saddam was no longer a threat(expcept to his own people who Bush does not care about no mater what he says.) with a small army, small air force and small weapons. But the UN needs to be broken down. It must be demonized and de-legitimized in order to no longer be a threat to Bush's agenda. If one apple spoils the whole bunch then shouldn't Bush's mistakes(and he has made mistakes) mean he is no longer effective?

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:	Bazooka
Your Favorite Target:	Nuns
Your Kill Count:	355,149,456
Your Battle Cry:	"Allow me to molest your face with this rod!"
Years You Spend in Jail:	37
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:	$226,594,240,778,035
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 46%
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